I am bored. I am lazy. I am wasting time. I don't have my Finance extra notes with me, it's with ZS. And I want it back T_T where's my motivation to study? :(
Well well, let's see..
1. 2 days till Daddy's birthday. (omg, I just remembered that I haven't wrap his present yet!)
2. 3 days till finals.
3. 5 days till freedom/whore-liday.
4. 12 days till I officially turn 18 year old. (I feel more like a 7 year old girl though)
Dear friend (you know who you are),
Thank you for spending so much time chatting with me last night. Trying hard to lead me to the path of healing from this nonsense I'm going through. I know that I have been wasting too much time on this and it's really about time to move on. So what if I'm stuck here forever? Not like it will change the fact that it's already gone. Positive thinking! Time to make Wood the sifu and Gay Master 3000 proud yo! :)
Dear friend #2 (you know who you are too),
I understand how it feels to come across the ugly truth. It is so awful that even words cannot describe it. You will suddenly feel as if everything is falling apart, as if the world is coming to an end just like what you see in 2012. You will find yourself losing the hope and faith in yourself, and also in every other matters. You will find yourself in the worst state ever. You feel so down, so down that you don't have the mood to do anything but to cry. But trust me, you will eventually pull it through. Finals is just in three days, and this is the final battle. Do not let this affect you so deeply. Your future is more important. I'm sorry to say this, but maybe it's just not meant to be. If it's meant to be, it will be yours no matter what happens in the future. I know I am in no position to tell you anything. But trust me, I have been through all that. I am also trying to pull myself back into pieces and work hard for finals. Positive thinking! Never doubt yourself because only you can prove the best out of you. If you need someone to talk to, or someone to listen to you, I am always here for you. Do anything that you want to, if it makes you feel better. But apart from that, together we will work hard for finals, and graduate this year, okay?
Everyone wants to be happy,
Nobody wants to be in pain,
But you can't have a rainbow,
Without any rain.
Nobody wants to be in pain,
But you can't have a rainbow,
Without any rain.
P/S : Days being alone = 117